He was trying to put a whole life together piecemeal from what it had once been, and that was proving problematic at best. In some cases, mostly the few things he remembered doing as the Winter Soldier, it was probably good that there was no emotional connection to it, or he would have been crushed by some of the things that he'd done.

It had already started to sneak in around the edges, the revulsion at what he'd been that he couldn't quite disconnect from who he was now. He did, however, nod at Steve's answer, because it made sense, really. Why was a complicated beast even for people who hadn't undergone frequent brainwashings.

"Everything feels like..." His brow creased, trying to figure out how to explain the jumble of time, "Like it all happened just a few days ago. All of it, even when I know it didn't."